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Jul. 13th, 2009

Shuuhei

RIP BILLY ;(

May. 5th, 2009

Shuuhei

:D Update


I haven't updated this thing in like two weeks, so here we go...

Pictures of my piercingCollapse )

I finally got that piercing I wanted. It actually didn't hurt as bad as everyone thinks. Just a few seconds of pain, not even a single minute. It was fun! Everyone go out and get a piercing!



Also, this is how I vent my anger thanks to the recent e-drama I have gotten myself in.

Apr. 18th, 2009

Ichigo's ass

fucking bullshit


I'm so sick of this constant bullshit; I can't stand it anymore. I can only take so much.. and this is it.. I'm breaking. I don't know why my mom feels the need to make my life a living nightmare every single day of my fucking life. What kind of parent tells their own daughter that they hate them and that she wishes she would have had an abortion. Today we were sitting at the dinner table when she spoke out and started to go on a rant about how much of a selfish person I am and how the only thing I ever think about is myself and only myself. I do not think these things are true at all.. in fact I am always putting others before myself. And why must I deal with her pushing me into walls or pulling my hair.. I'm fucking 20! She says that she is so close to kicking me out on the streets again when all I ever do is try to help out around the house. But she doesn't see the good things I do, she only sees the bad. I will never make her happy... no matter what I do.

This has been like this all my life. Abusive, shitty ass parents.

Well, I've got news for them.. I wish my mom would have had an abortion too.

Mar. 30th, 2009

Dero Goi

wtftfff

GIRLS ONLY! Dirty Questions and Confessions Survey

BE HONEST & HAVE FUN!!

Girl Confessions...

NAME:Brittani
I wear thongs:Sometimes...
I shave my hair down there:I try to go for waxing.. but if that is not available to me then I will shave.
I've danced around naked:Yes!
I have watched porn:xDD That is such a stupid question.. but yes I have.
I've skinny dippedYes.
I wear makeup:Yup!
Ive snuck out to meet boys:Noo.. I have better things to do.
I keep a diary:Does a LiveJournal count?
Chocolate makes me horney:I don't know.. I never noticed.. it might.
Chick flicks make me cry:Chick flicks make me vomit.
I've drank because of a guy:Not yet.. and I wouldn't say it was for someone.
I still need my girl time:Girl time? I guess.
I don't need a guy to please me:Some what true..
I still have sleep overs with my girls:I lost all my friends. xD
I've snuck a boy in my room:Sure.
Guys suck:Most guys do. Alright, a MAJORITY of guys suck.
My boyfriends better than yours:What boyfriend?
I've fooled around in a truck:Nope
I have low self-esteem:It's in the middle I would say. xD
High self esteem?No way
Ive given a guy a fake number:Yes
I have given road head:No
Ive been hit on in public:Yes
Ive been called a slut:Yes... jealous girls. -__- For the record, I am not one.
I probably deserved being called a slut:NO.
I've gone commando:Ha ha ha nooo
I've kissed a girl:Yes, but because I was dared to. I'm straight.
I turn myself on:..............yes, sometimes.
I've asked a guy for his number who I just met:No. I don't ask for guys numbers.
I cheated on my boyfriend:No. Cheating is so wrong dude..
I've masterbated:xDD wtf oka.. yeah. But it's totally not fun, I'd rather someone do it for me.
I've taken dirty pictures of myself:No
My boobs are too big:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NO.
My boobs are too small:<- This.
Football players are hot:Football players are fags.
I have my belly button pierced:Soon I will.
I have my tongue pierced:Maybe one day!
I have a tattoo:Not yet. :D

Mar. 24th, 2009

Dero Goi

Seven Deadly Sins Survey

 




wrath

Who did you last get angry with?
Some faggot in drive-thru.

What is your weapon of choice?
my mouth

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
I think that depends..

How about the same sex?
Depends..

Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
My mother?

What is your pet peeve?
Bad breath... why can't people just brush their teeth? xD

Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
That depends too.


sloth

What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?
Eat a little over 1,200 calories.

What is the latest you've ever woken up?
2:00 pm?

Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
Ashley

What is the last lame excuse that you made?
I can't do it. Because I'm lazy.

Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
Yes

How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?
None! :D


gluttony

What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
:P A Beach Bum from Tropical Smoothie

Are you a meat eater?
Yes.. I loves me some meat.

What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
A sip. xDD

Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?
They are alright.

Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
Yes.. I didn't use to until now. :/

Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?
Spicy!

Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
Wait-- what? xDDD No.. I haven't.


greed

How many credit cards do you own?
None.

If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?
Save it? Buy a house in Germany?

Would you rather be rich or famous?
Rich. The fuck with being famous.... I hate people knowing who I am when I'm off hours from McDonalds. "Hey Brittani.. not working today?" " <<; Wha..what? Do I know you"

Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
Hell yea.


pride

What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?
Bought a passport. xDD

What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
Cleaning the dishes.

What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?
Late in my life? I would like to visit many places.. but I don't know about that being in my late life.

Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
No..

Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
Yes.

Have you ever cheated to get a better score?
Yes.

What did you do today that you're proud of?
Survive.


lust

How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, strippers, locker rooms)?
1 guy

How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?
1.. I think?

Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?
Uhh, not unless I wanted them to notice.

What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?
>>; That is hard to say.. but.. faces are nice. And arms. ^^;;

Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?
Nononononono.. Brittani does not roll like that.

Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Eh?


envy

What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
Money. >>;

Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
I guess..

If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?
I don't know.. me? Because I am very fortunate to have a few good online friends, a boyfriend, and some of my family is cool.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.

Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
I think everyone does.

What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
The ability for people to stand up for themselves. I am so jealous.


What deadly sin...


Do you do the most often?
Lust perhaps..

Do you do the least often?
Pride

Is your favorite to act on?
Lust  xDD

Mar. 8th, 2009

Dero Goi

Suckage

I am unbelievably exhausted from work. I am quiet confident when I say that the McDonalds I work at is one of the most busiest in Jacksonville. Just the other day I made over $7,000 on my register alone.. if this is true, they should give me a raise. They have already asked me if I was interested in becoming a manager there so they must feel that I am a hard worker. But I swear the next time a customer refers to me as "baby girl" or some other degrading name I will be tempted to punch them in the throat. Which brings me to my next topic..

I use to think I was just an average looking girl, but apparently that isn't so. So now I am considered the "hot" girl at work and I have to be frank when I say I don't like it at all. I don't want to hear about how good you want to give it to me, and I don't want you to stare at my ass when I am picking up something off the floor. I am not a Fleshlite for Jesus's sake. It's akward, and to be honest I am scared little girl shaking on the inside because of incidents that have happend before. I don't know what to say to those things, the other day I recieved a comment like "So they stuck ya up here on the register so you can stand here and look pretty huh?"--I wanted to say something smart ass like, something along the lines of "No dipshit, they stuck me up here because I am the only who counts money right." 

Mar. 2nd, 2009

Dero Goi

(no subject)

I try to do something nice for my family.. and everyone gets mad at me. So yes, I do cry about it and my mom made it worse by slamming me up against the refrigerator and then repeatedly hit me in the shoulder. I do not feel very good right now... my head feels so heavy and I feel very dizzy. And on top of this I have work tomorrow.

I feel like such a disgusting and dysfunctional human being. I hate myself.

Maybe one day I will be happy and things will change around for me.

Feb. 23rd, 2009

Dero Goi

Bitch be trippin balls

So we hired this new girl from South Korea and her name is Seung. She's alright, she's the kind of person who states the obvious and that is a little annoying but other than that she is OK. But the other day she confessed her love of Gio, one of the guys that works at McDonald's to me even though she has only known him for 6 hours.

Seung: Hey, I need to ask you somethin'.
Me: Oka, what?
Seung: Have you ever had a boyfriend and started to like someone else you know?
Me: No.. not really...
Seung: Alright well. I have a boyfriend in Korea, but I like this boy who lives here in America. I want to break up with my boyfriend, but I don't think the boy who lives here likes me and he would tell me 'no' if I asked him on a date.
Me: Do you still love your boyfriend?
Seung: Kind of.
Me: Kind of? Why don't you just break up with him if you know you don't love him?
Seung: Because I don't want to be single.
Me: What's wrong with being single?
Seung: YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!
Me: -__-;;;;

She's already cheating on him too. Oh sometimes you ladies disappoint me, you put such a bad label on females when it comes to dating. Nothing makes me more mad then a woman who cheats on her man.

Feb. 9th, 2009

Dero Goi

tired really need to go to bed

Stolen from Cheo because I'm absolutely out-of-my-head bored. Is this survey based on that "If I Were A Boy" song by Beyonce by any chance? I think it is..


If You Were A Boy The Survey

What would your name be?
I don't know.. uh Mitchell, "Mitch" for short.

What kind of car would you drive?
A yellow Mustang! With some nice leather seats!

How would you style your facial hair?
Some kind of goatee thing perhaps? I don't know..lol

Would you be into serious relationships or just a night fling?
Serious relationship.

Would you be a momma's boy?
If she will let me stay at her house for free, then sure.

Would you brag about the things you have done sexually with a girl to all your guy friends?
Maybe.

What would you do if you caught your best bud's girl on a date with someone else?
Confront her.

What would be something all your ex-girlfriends remembered about you?
 How sweet and understanding I was. ^^;;;;;;;;;;;;

What would your current girlfriend be like?
Someone fun, nice, and very beautiful? xDD Or something like that.

What if your girlfriend doesn't like your best friend?
She'd better. BROS B4 HOES!!!11!111!!

What would your bedroom be like?
Messy.. but not too messy. Maybe a cool paint job and a bunch of posters 'n shet.

Would you be confident in your sexual performance?
Yes.

You are at a party and one of your ex-girlfriends starts hitting on you knowing you have a girlfriend, what would you do?
Ignore her. If she is keeps it up, I will kindly tell her to fuck off.

What would you do for you and your girlfriend's one year anniversary?
Anything she wants to do! As long as it doesn't cost an ass load of money.

How many tattoos do you have?
A sleeve tattoo on one arm.

How would you feel about looking at porn?
Great, thanks for asking. xDD Some girls make too much of a big deal of looking at porn it's unbelievable.

Would you be good cooking?
Ladies all love a man that cook. >>; Well, maybe that's just me?

What kind of special talents would you have?
I can speak another language. Specially something European.

It's your girlfriend's special week of the month, what do you do?
DUCK AND FUCKING COVER. Nah, I'd probably just be more nice than usual and wouldn't take what she says to heart when she is being a bitch.

Your girlfriend calls you to tell you she is pregnant, what do you do?
Grow up and be a man. Support her in what ever she wants to do.

How would you spend your money?
Save it up! Unless I really want something cool. xD ^^

Would you be a football or any sports fanatic?
-____-;;;; I hate football fanatics. Soccer isn't that bad though. ^^

What kind of clothes would you wear?
Nothing beach-y or preppy. That is a homo look to me. Nothing oversized and thuggish. Nothing tacky. Something comfortable casual, but still flatters me.

Would you rather have sex with a girl who is pretty but rude and stupid or a girl who was fat but nice and smart?
What kind of question is this? xDDDD None of them!

Now that you are finished... would you rather be a boy instead of a girl?
Nope. :D Being a girl is fun!  

Feb. 5th, 2009

Dero Goi

bored

Are you smiling?
Because the question is stupid. xD


When is the last time you met someone new?
Every single day.


What is irritating you now?
That I should be in bed now, but my fingers keep typing.

When did you last eat pizza?
Tonight. Just a little though. xD

Do you drink beer?
Not yet.

Do you have any friends who are famous?
Mmm no, .. not extremely famous.

Are you any good at poker?
No. xDD


What do you want?
I want a lot of things.

Are you tired?
Yes

Last spoken words you heard?
"BRITTANI, LET THE DOG OUT!!!!!!!!!!!1one"

Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
No.

What is your favorite thing in your room?
I've narrowed it down to two things: my bed and my computer

Pepsi or Coke?
Both.. I don't care

Did you ever throw up?
xD NO NEVER.

Did you ever throw up while kissing someone?
Ha! Mentally.

Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
Yes

Taco Bell or McDonald's?
Taco Bell... NO ONE SAY A WORD. A SINGLE WORD.

Are you restless?
Sometimes


Is your computer a laptop?
No


How many myspace views do you have?
Somewhere past a 100 I think

Want to be a princess?
That might be fun

Do you believe dreams come true?
Sometimes


Last song you heard?
Disco Inferno xDDD The remix!

Do you like Batman?
I never payed attention to Batman. I'm more of an X-men type of person.

Who is in the room with you?
Riley, my sister's cat


What are you wearing on your feet?
Socks

What is your favorite pair of shoes?
Flip flops. Because I am lazy. xD

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
Dominik

What was the last thing you ate?
An olive

What were you doing before this?
Working out ^^;

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
My yearbook?

What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM, MSN Messenger, ICQ


What is your favorite website?
Encyclopedia Dramatica


Whos house did you go to last night?
Mine. xDD


What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
Jeans

What is the last movie you watched?
I don't remember >>;

What do you currently hear right now?
My computer having a heart attack :/

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
Novemeber.. they don't fit me anymore because of the weight I lost. xD

When did you last take a shower?
Today


Wheres your favorite place to be?
I can't name one.. off the top of my head. ^^;


Ever been to QuizPox.
com?
Wat?



Where is your mom?
Asleep



Where do you sleep?
In a box


Where do you shop the most?
Kohls

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I don't know. It was a birthday present

Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
loooool like I care

Where was your default MySpace picture taken?
My room?


Why did you pick your background?
? aaaaaa? nan desu ka?

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
x__X I didn't have a choice. It was forced down on me.

Are you happy with where you are?
What do you mean? I'd rather be out of the US. >>;


Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
Yeah. xDD But I heard you shouldn't do it so I try to keep my mouth shut about it as much as possible. But since I am a girl, it still escapes my lips some how.



Do you want someone you can't have?
I want someone.. but I am pretty sure I can have him... I think. I didn't use to think I could though. xD


Do you believe love at first sight exists?
It's called lust. xD



Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Sure. ^^


Do you believe that you can change someone?
No. xD

Would you ever consider getting engaged or married right now?
Depends. Maybe. xDDD


SIX LASTS:
Last beverage:
Water


Last phone call:
My mom

Last instant message:
Dominik

Last e-mail:
From Aaron


Last annoyance:
My mom

Last text message:
I don't get text anymore


FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS:
Dated someone twice:
Dated someone twice? As in broke up and gotten back together? Not really.


Kissed someone & regretted it?:
YES


Lost someone special?
Yes


Been depressed?
Yes




Gone skinny dipping?
Yes



What's with these surveys and skinny dipping questions? xDDDDDDD

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